Change;

I think I am getting to that point when my group of friend will once again change.

I love the people I hang with, they mean a lot to me. But it seems like I am just the joy kill, it seems more and more they enjoy drinking and such. I really don't, I am not saying I will never do it again, cause I know I will. It just seems more and more that it is all we've been talking about in the last 2 weeks.

I know it sounds really stupid. I know I can't tell anyone of you what to do. I understand that much. I just feel like I do not fit in anymore.