It's a new year

A lot of excepted things have happened to me in the last few weeks. Things I never thought would happen. Things I never thought I would want to happen. I guess you can't predict everything. Maybe it's all a foreshadow of the new year. Which so far has been overall good to me.
I'm not sure if I am ready to let go of 2009. It provided me with a lot of things I learned and grew from. I'm sure 2010 has some plans for me too. I've never been good with letting go of the past. It's become alarmingly clear that I need to make some big choices about my future, and it terrifies me.
I woke up in my own bed today for the first time in over a week, It was a major relief. I am glad to be home and not way out in Bluffton. Thanks to those who stayed out there with me, you keep me sane. It was fun though being away from everything and everyone, but I started miss this island. I like living here regardless of what everyone else has to say about it.