For the last week I've felt a void in my life, like something was missing and I was trying to fill it. I realize now that there wasn't a void, there never was, there never will be, because for once I can rely on myself. I'm not afraid of anything. I tell it like it is.
As sure as who I want to be and where I want to go, I am even more unsure on who I am and where I am actually going.
I'm not afraid to face the music. I'll be alone on Valentine's. I hate that holiday anyways. And for a few days it really bugged me that I wouldn't have someone to spend it with. But now the concept doesn't bother me. I mean I'd love to have someone to spend it with but I don't need someone to spend it with. I realized the difference sometime today. And I feel better about it now.
I really don't think anyone reads these anymore.
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