Awkward

Is the best way I cant describe the last week of my life.

I recently spent some much needed time with Kara and Cody. I really miss chilling around town with them and Catie as well. It seems that they never pick up my calls though when I am out and about looking for something to do. I am sure it is just bad timing, but I tend to be a doubtful person.

Since the start of summer I have had some strange run ins with the same people. Very awkward run ins, and tonight probably went horribly horribly wrong. I must have some really bad karma.

This is proving to be a very tipsy trivy summer, and I am not sure whether or not I like it.

Ugh;

I went to the dentist on monay, and recieved some less that prefect news. Great =(

You really need to clean up your act, and fast. no one thinks your lies are cute. You're perhaps one of the most annoying people I have ever met. when people made fun of you I defended you and then you went around saying how much of a bitch i am because of what blake said. You lie to fit in or to make yourself look better than someone else. Newsflash EVERYONE knows you're a lying two faced bitch.

I love the south;

I can not wait until July 16th =)

update;

Life's had its ups and downs, but I am over all content with it currently.

I have recently started hanging out with some freshmen, and its not that I am like "ew gross freshmen" it's just weird being the oldest and they haven't exactly hit the same mile stones I have. And I can't help but have the feeling that everyone else is like "she's a loser, she hangs out with freshies". I mean they are a real fun group of people, I hope they feel the same way.

I think I might end up failing the school year just because I have gotten lazy about my work, but I think that happens to everyone at the end of the year. I havent seen my grades since 1st grading period so hopefully they'll be enough to pass me if my absents ever get taken care of.

Long weekend;

Friday was the best, I have nothing to complain about. We created memories that will last a life time.

Saturday started good, it was a nice day. Until night time started approaching, it was down hill from there. A steep hill.

Sunday was fine. The morning was alright, lunch with Cody, Catie, and Kara was great. They are some of the most important people in my life. However the evening was horrible. And for the record Cody isn't a scumbag and if you say it again I won't ever rejoin you for diner, also I am not a selfish bitch who never smiles. I am actually a really happy person, I just dont enjoy you being 4 inches from my face and rumbing my cheeks. I dont like you I never will and never have.

This event will;

change how the rest of my high school years will play out.

If in the end this will end up good or bad I don't know. I have messed feelings about the whole thing. It's becoming pain strikingly clear that things will never be the same. Maybe it just that for the first time I don't have you to catch me when I fall. This is the first thing I have done in 1 year 1 month and 14 days by myself. This is the first time I have truly been on my own. The next week will probably be one of the most frighting or exciting, good or bad, lonely or occupied, up and down weeks I have had in a long time.

I still care about you, I am extremely close to you, you're my best friend. I just wish things had worked out better, maybe someday they will. But I don't know what the future has in store. At least now we seem to be getting along better. It's ashame it took this for us to get along.